How to continue?

as title,
"How to continue.?"

There are a lot of Question keep poping out from my head.
Those Questions are connected to my mind.

I don't like to write down sad or unhappy things into my blog.
Because i feel that is not necessary to do so.

The reason why I blogging is to let my family and friends know what's going on with me.
and I'm those kind of people that don't like to show up sad face to others.

Just because I'm smiling, it doesn't mean I'm happy.

I'm good at memorising those stupid dummy things.
eg. Those words that 'the person' say and how 'they' treat me.

When people asking me 'Hey Claire, where are you studying at?'
and i replied 'Queensland, Australia.'
They will shock and said 'Wow, that's cool! I still in Malaysia."
from the conversation,
we can knew that,
people does envy you when you can go to oversea study.

But they never think that,
once you have the chance to go oversea for higher education,
you will begrudge to everything that accompany you past your 17 years.
eg. Family member that accompany you once you're born to the family.
Friends that you always hang out with.
School mate that you spend the most time with while you're studying.
Soft toys that accompany you past your childhoood.
Even the weather that you used to.
Or the road that you be familiar with.
The food that you used to eat.
Shopping center that you used to go.

There's a lot of things that we cannot say FORGET then forget.

I miss my family that I acquainted with.
I miss my friends that I spend a lot of time with.
I miss my primary and secondary school's mate.
I miss my teddies and toys that accompany me sleep every single night.
I miss Malaysia's weather no matter how hot it used to be.
I miss the unsmooth road in Penang.
I miss all the hawker food in Penang.
I miss Gurney, Queensbay that i used to shop with.

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Everything had been changed once I step on the plane and reached Australia.
I'm challenging myself in this brand new country and culture.
Although this is not the first time I step on this country.
Being a student and being a visitor to the country are totally different.

being a Visitor :
√ Being happy all the time.
√ Only go to the Famous and Nice place.
√ Stay in the hotel that have people served.
〤 Spending movie to get Happiness.

If you're a visitor, people may respect you because you got MONEY.

being a Student :
√ Gain Knowledge.
eg. Knowledge that get from lecture, How to take train/bus/cab, etc.
〤 Everything is new to you.
(It will be a new life that without anything.)
〤 Racist by White people.
(If you're UNLUCKY enough.)
〤 Homesick.
〤 Spending money to get vexation.
〤 Spending money to get stress.
〤 Staying with people that you don't like.
(no matter sharehouse, homestay or staying with your relative.)

If you're a student, some White people don't like you.
Why? Because you're using money to take their places in University.
(Australian students need to have certain Credit or GPA only can enter certain Uni.)

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Today my mood is really Down to the max.
I don't like all things that happened.
If I still in Penang studying either Disted/KDU/etc.
all this problems won't be happen.
Because if anything happen,
i can talk to all the people that I acquainted with.
Like my family,
they all know what I want and also what I need.
Even my friends,
they at least know me better if compare to my situation now.

P/S :
There's nothing wrong with my study.
Just something that happened in my current life.
Being emo for whole day.
I just wish to go back to the time that I can rely on my family.

I'm a girl who really Independent.
I swear I am.

but,
sometimes ..
being too Independent will only let you feel more frustrated.

I just don't want to be too Independent,
I wish the time could go back till the time that I still in Penang.

but,
it's already being too late and impossible.

I never blame because this is what I choose.
but,
I just need somebody to say out all the things.
I just need people listen to me.

I just need a way to abreact all the things out.

Please don't do this to me!

I'm not happy!

What did I do this time ah?

 I used to be annoyed by his talkative behaviour, 

but now that he's quiet... Maigawd! I never felt so lonely! 

Totoro doesn't talk back much nowadays,

and he doesn't even come to me when I called him! 

Im getting worried really~ @_@ Is he okay?

See, both of my flatmates went to Malaysia for a month & a half... leaving me here home alone.

 I don't like the silence~... =_= 

But anyway, Easter holiday next next week! XD 

Looking forward for a brand new adventure!

Okay everyone! 

Sing 'Under the Sea' with me! 

Above is a keychain from last holiday in London'e Sea-Life aquarium with Zai. ^^ Pretty cool huh? 

We were riding a giant turtle under the ocean! 

No oxygen tank needed, how awesome is that? Lol.

"So Pu3~ whats your plan this Easter?"

Adeler~.. Just keep coming to my blog! \(^_^)/

WOOHOOO. NICE SLEEP!

The past three days i din even sleep well.
Lol.
i keep can't sleep,
yesterday i really can't tahan liaos.

After finished my business information systems' class,
i went to meet my friend and then go have lunch together. :)!
and then shunbian celebrate the friend's birthday,
and then we ate the cake that we bought,
it's a Black Forest,
but the weird thing is ..
why not Cherries but became Strawberries?
Lol.
i was like,
"maybe Penang eh Black Forest,
all use Cherries one :P!"
*sorry la,
i don't like to eat strawberries ma.

after that,
i get train to home.
sibei gao lat lors.!
SO MANY PEOPLE.
and,
it SO CROWD!
i don't have a place to sit,
somemore i want to sit on the floor also NO PLACE leh.
lol.!
stand for 1 hour.
after that,
i go get my car and go home.
i only used 12 minutes mroe or less to get home from helensvale.
LOL!
once i reached home,
i online~
then after that,
i went to bath~
and then i really beh tahan liao,
i go have a "LONG" nap XD!"
i sleep from 7pm until 1.18am~
and then 2pm~ 11am..
keep continue sleep like a PIG.
Lmaos,
after today,
all my friends are calling me "Piggy" or "Pig" or "Zhuzhu"
Lol.
So how,
CANNOT AR!
i like to sleep. Lol!
i mean finally i can sleep liao.
should be happy.!
i love this 14 hours sleep.
HOHOHOHO!
because i always insomnia and cant sleep.
Lol.

Nothing much to say,
but i rush and finished my marketing summary at 2pm
i used 1 hour +++ to done it.
Lmao.!
now waiting them to finish the summary part
and then send all files to me.
i need to do the Power point so that thursday can presentation.
Lol.
This time the marketing group project was so RUSH.
omgomgomg!
lol.
because we only formed group when week 2,
then now,
week 4 need to have a small presentation liao.
Lol.
sibei fast lorrrr.

Jhon Hopkins

Jhon Hopkins

LOVELY

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED "PARKING"

(don't ask me how i get my license,

and i did'nt RASUAH as well XD")

Anyway,

i din park until other people's place :P!

Hahahahaha.

Today was a BORING marketing.

Lol!

BUSY with ASSIGNMENT and next week PRESENTATION things.

sorry~

Tomorrow still have Business Information Systems' class.

will blog tomorrow :P!

THANKS PAPA AND MAMA!

i will be back Penang for 4 months holiday :P!

(around end of october or early of November <3)!

will talk more tomorrow :P

cause now i need to get prepare for tomorrow class.!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE.! :)

What the FISH ?!

horrible ..

terrible ..

night and day ..

Ewww.

last night I went to sleep at 10 o'clock.

and What the FISH was ..

i can't sleep ..

and finally when i sleep d time is almost 10.45pm.

i wake up at 12am once ..

i wake up at 2am again ..

i wake up at 4.35am ..

and when 4.35am,

i was like can't sleep ..

i keep trying to sleep ..

but CAN'T.!

and then i switch my alarm (handphone) volume from 7 (max) to 1 (min)

hiao la,

and then i overslept until 6.45am ..

walao,

when i wake up d time,

i din think too much,

just run into the toilet and bathroom.

after finish change clothes and all.

get the key,

set alarm,

and rush out to the car.

today i drive was,

so LOL.

no worries,

i still alive sitting here typing my blog.

lmao.

today was so lucky because there's all "GREEN" traffic light with me!

and finally i reached Helensvale train station

and i also parked my car at the other side and walk to there.!

I get up to the 7.20am train.

and reach SouthBank at 8.19am something.

when i reach class,

is 8.40am!~

HOHOHO.

and then,

today was having a stupid class.

for me,

Accounting Principles is stupid.

because i already learned 3 times (Plus this time)

i learned when i'm form 4 and form 5 when in Penang.

(It's malay version, i also can gao tim.)

The first semester in foundation i'd learned english version.

now,

AGAIN.

walao eh.

was killing me.

the lecture and tutor keep saying need at least 45 minutes ~ 1 hour

to do those question.

and i done all of them in 15 minutes (maybe less, but impossible more)

._________.

today is the first day i reached home so early.

i get the 1.03pm train

and reached Helensvale train station at 2pm.

and reaches home at 2.15pm.

Ewww.

that's it for today =)

now i gotta go and research for my Marketing information.

._______.

Jiayous.

SeeYa. :)

Pu3 and Her LX3

Bought a Panasonic Lumix DMC LX-3 from crazycamera.co.uk 3-4weeks ago and thought that I got scammed! Found all the bad reviews about that site after getting no luck from my items in 2 weeks.
I was devastated and heartbroken for a few days expecting 290pounds money loss and no camera at all.

But alas~ I got an email from crazycamera a week ago saying that they have dispatched my item, and received my camera set the next day! Imagine my relief! Syukur Alhamdullilah~..

Why I buy a new camera? Cause my Sony Cyber-shot have lost some of its function especially focusing (although its still good under bright light). I get disappointed with the photo outcome now. Some hotos in blog are taken with iphone ^^ sadly its hard to handle!

Now I got my LX3, I kept on getting demands from my friends and family to post up the photos took with my new camera ^_^ Sabar bebz. Note that I haven't learn much on the correct way to fully use my LX3.

Here are my 1st few photos taken.
Strawberry cake (i love!), my flatmates' stethoscope, Jeri's chocolate biscuit, my pink recycle bag bear and the tiny cactus I bought last 2 years (Dodi! Peter! Its still alive!)
Didn't know how to focus yet (used intelligent iso)

Then i saw this small 'focus' button~ lol

Off to university~
Welcome to the dull and gloomy Aberdeen.
Nah, this was taken in late afternoon with Pinhole Scene mode. The weather nowadays are quite good actually.Except for the borders, the scenery photos are not photoshopped just so you know.

Ugh, gloomy stuffs makes me sad. Go to the bright one 1st la, we'll go back later.

Emerging spring flowers in the botanic garden outside my Zoology building.
The wideness of a photo can be adjusted. Photo above is adjusted to 4:3 wide

and below is 16:9 wide

Snowdrop - always the 1st one to emerge at the beginning of the spring. ;)Enough flowers, lets go inside!

"Meow, meow"
Owh did I tell you that my department is also Aberdeen's Zoology Museum?

After class, I walked around campus.
Photo taken with Film Grain scene mode
Kings College - the landmark of Aberdeen University. It is an ancient university (the 5th oldest in UK) which was founded 1495. That's 515 years ago!
Some of my classes are held here as well.

New Kings, Taylor building and Elphinstone Hall

That's all for the campus tour.


Next photo shows how wide the photo capture is.
This is Pete's Kitchen by the way ;) Not mine.
And just last night, I finally discovered the use of manual focus!
..Focusing on Jeri's R2D2 phone strap i bought him for Christmas.
One last thing! Because of the quick shot and good stabiliser, I can finally capture my guinea pig easily! Yay!

Awwwwwwww~ look at him ;D struggling himself to escape.
The cutest yet most annoying creature on earth.
Maigawd~ Lumix LX3 is simply awesome! ^^

Lot of love!!