Pu3's 1st vlog - My Speech Problem

I have trouble trying to speak clearly since I was a kid. 

 Possibly its due to my overcrowded crooked teeth that makes me harder to pronounce properly (note that I have a great phobia for dentist that stopped me from wearing braces when i was 13)

.. or maybe I am just plain lazy. 

I thought I should have gone for speech therapy when I was young = =

But I didnt have trouble talking out loud in public all my life until recently since I got into Uni in a foreign country. 

Okay okay, I still talk a lot, but not in class ok! 

Somehow I have lost my confidence to speak up in class  (where im the only one asian there). 

I stuttered everytime I tried to talk - which was super annoying cause my course mates couldn't understand what I was trying to say.

So I thought having a video diary would help me improve my speech. 

My Vlog 

(I have no intension to post this up in public at 1st actually)

I apologize for changing my voice all the time (= =') but I don't like hearing my own voice lol..secondly, it's my 1st time playing around with the clip adjustments in iMovie 11 :P

  Funny thing is I didn't plan to put any accent, but it somehow automatically switched on everytime I tried to say it out loud and clear. 

What I'm actually disappointed about myself about is... how my english speaking is getting worst over the years.

I listened to my old cassette diary recorded when I was in primary 6 (yes, I used to record my daily activity using a walkman too!).. and I'm seriously shocked to know that I sounded better back then! 

When I was a kid, one of my dreams was to be a reporter ToT
Now, I can't even speak properly in front of a recording camera, I even lost for words easily and started saying nonsense... Not to mention, my front crooked teeth that will drive people crazy.
Daymn, Li'l Pu3 must be really disappointed to see me now.
No no! I should not let myself down!
Practice! Practice! 

Chocobanana and friends

Owh hello,
Do you know?

Pu3 is in her 3rd year of University now!..... and life's pretty cramped *_* My courses are shortened into a month and a half now instead of 3 months. Im not taking 4 courses in 1 go anymore~ only 2 at a time . A good thing? Not at all! It means I have longer time spent in class and assignments to do in a very short time!

I realized the amount of intelligent students in my class~.. its like Im the only stupid one there! *_* Its annoying to see people making that "what? You don't know? What have you been doing in class?" face when I asked a question. Its not that easy to understand.. I need to work harder! No more stupid questions please!

Guess I wouldn't blog as much from now on... or would I still do? Drawing and blogging is the best way to cool myself down anyway. I mean, Im not a robot what. Plus, I easily get mental block nowadays.

Hurh, lets go somewhere else.

Let me introduce you my new stationary case. I bought em in Harajuku Japan! \(^_^)/
A choco banana that sighs a lot! How awesome is that? *3*
You could also peel it open! [It doesnt talk really laa~ -_-']Don't you think my peachain is pretty cool too? (^o^)
Go squeeze it out!
And I love my Domo pen~ XD so cutteeeee berabez~ !

These cute things~... were always my stress reliever in class. The science class atmosphere are pretty serious and boring. I couldn't express my true self there, it gets me many times~ its suffocating really... But my stuffs, were always the one that bring me back to earth, the only things that make me smile.

Pu3 started to write her diary again. Im afraid her feelings might be too depressing to be published :P

In reality, Im always pulling everyone down with me if Im sad~.. I hate doing that! Hopefully, I grow up and learn to control myself more overtime.

I really hate to make people worry, but I always do.
I am very sorry T_T *Lot of Love*

Wwoofing In Japan~ *_*

Hello people! Pu3 has finally got internet!
Woohoo~ \(^o^)/

Im here just to give a short update of myself. I just came back to Tokyo after spending 2weeks in Hokkaido~.. Hokkaido situated on the North of Japan and it cost me 300pounds to fly there from Tokyo (return), no kidding!

Why did i go to Hokkaido?
Why so long?

Pu3 went WWOOFing for the very 1st time!

What is WWOOFing?
World-Wide Opportunities on Organic Farms (aka Willing Workers on Organic Farms) - Its an organization that allows people to volunteer working organically~.. and in exchange, the host will give you food and a place to stay!

My friend Dodi introduced this to me after she wwoofed last year. Sure i know its gonna be tiring, but why not?
You get to experience a traditional Japanese life and get along with your host's family! You also get to stay in Japan longer without spending any money! (if its not for Hokkaido that is~.. I had no idea the flight ticket can be so expensive!)

Me and Jeri wwoofed in a place called Beberui which situated in Kamifurano.
Yes, its a beautiful place!
And my hosts are very nice people!
Im glad i chose Shinji and Kazumi as my 1st host !

I'll talk more about my wwoofing experience next time yea :D
I need to pack my stuffs, im going back to Hong kong this afternoon ;)
Mata ne!

Gettin' ready for Uni~ *_*

Wooohooo~!! Finally~!!! Internet at home~!!! I really do hope i could update my blog more often...but couldnt express my real thoughts well :P buruk bah, thus i posted more picz den words, boreng ah..

Owh, i should have posted this a long time ago, p nda jua sampai-sampainya:

11th October 2008

Hi everyone~

let me try to update whatz new & whatz not. Im a 2nd year Marine Biology Undergraduate now~! Alhamdullilah this time I am sponsored by the government n manage to continue my study in University of Aberdeen.



Itz been uhh~ 3 weeks since I came back from Brunei… n my utak is still not working very well yet :P
Not much different in 2nd year, except Im having 4 course per semester instead of 3 this time~.. and worst - 4 practicals in 1 week aarrrgghhhh.



Im living with 2 of my Malaysian friends, Alin and Fairus, in a very nice 2storey house. I can even see the ocean from my window :D yup, im loving it so much! My lovely room

The hallway~ (Alin's big room upstairs) Kitchen (Just infront of my room)Living room

20min walk to Uni tho, thatz d down side of it~ so.. I BOUGHT A BIKE!!~.. Hehe, imagine me cycling down to Uni, Im still not used to it. Yah, itz all down hill, so going to Uni is quite a luxury~ but going home is hell. I wont complain, I think itz better that way.

Since this year is my last honeymoon year, I hope to make d most of it and gain more experience ;) hopefully meeting more good friends as well~ ….waaaahhh, cant wait!

Back in ABERDEEN!!!~ *_*

Same ol'NC gang~
More Bruneianz~!

New flatmates~!

Dont go online much~ since no internet connection in my new home yet ;)

So yah~ i'll post more often nextym~.. i hope

From what i see~ *_*

I tend to think alot these dayz~ i've done so many mistakes - those mistakes i myself didn't even realise at first. I've got lotz to learn~....

Im turning 21 soon~ sigh, y so fast? Guess im not ready to be there yet. I wonder~.. have i really grown up? ahaha~ dari segi pikiran la. Hmmm~ i see things differently. People say im clueless~ hahaha, banar plg, well, im not really that clueless!! :P i just look bangang all the time thatz all haha.

Anyway~.. i find it sad~.. knowing the fact that not everyone can live their life the way they wanted. Yah~ so unpredictable~.. we just have to be strong and try to move forward.

About me, i wanna learn more about myself. Itz scary there's still some part of me i dont understand. I can get over the limit sometimes, itz so annoying, especially when i get too overexcited. I cant help myself, altho, i still have to try.

But then again, im glad i have been the way i am. I dont regret for all things i have done. Cause for who i am now is from who i was by then. Still~.. the future scares me...

New Journey~ New World~..

So~ mmm… Where do I start? Itz been 3 days ever since I first arrive in Aberdeen~ D place is great~!!! So beautiful~!! :D:D:D:D And most of the people here are very nice and friendly. Awkay awkay~ back from the day of my departure~.

6th September
The day has finally come~! Travelling for an oversea study alone far far away in the North of Scotland. “Why so far away??” Haha~ we’ll see. I donno what am I gonna face, who am I gonna meet, where am I going~ but im cant wait~!! At 1st naik the plane alone~sitting in between org putihs lagi~my gosh! Galak rasanya wa~.. Sebelah ku ani lagi couple~mushy mushy muah muah~ urgh!! Made me feel even worst. I cant stop my self from letting out a soft cry~ feeling so lonely and helpless~.. so LOST! While everyone around me read their newspaper and magazinez~ i kept on starring at the photos of my family and frenz, scanning every detailz~ "I HAVE TO BE STRONG~!!"

From the departure at 7.30pm, i arrived at Dubai at 3.30am~ (wuz 11.30pm there)~ transit~ nasib baik Naem ada~ So aku ikut ia la~ with his gang~ (they're under RBA fyi).. Den go back to the plane~ DATZ WEN THE FUN START :D:D~ My uncle was incharge of flying the plane from Dubai to London diz time~! Yah, it was all planned out~ so that he could help me in Aberdeen for 1 day. It was so COOL wat?!! Aku duduk di tempat pilot bleh liat uncle taking off the plane~ hehe~ lucky me.

getting sleepy, i was allowed to sleep in the bussiness class~yay!!Sakai ani wa~ahaha~ N der i coincedencely met my senior MS frenz zimah~WAA!I had the greatest time then~ Watching Surf up and Some comedic movie~ having fun talking with zimah, makan makan~.. Den arrive at London~around 6.30am :( say goodbye to Zimah sigh. Ikut Naem lagi~ glad berabis eh drang ada~ my uncle aher kluar dat time~

After all that, ABERDEEN~!!! Me and my uncle - domestic flight at 1.30pm~ and arrive there after an hour~ Fuh~ FINALLY~!!!

Atlast~!!!

Fuh, finally~..My very own blog~!!

I've been really malas wa~ so many tingz happened, yet I didnt note anyting down as future rememberence~ sayang wa aiyaya~.. As a person wit a memory of a goldfish, diz tingz r really important~! (so true, i could forget tingz in a very split sec! Darn it!!)~

I used to write my diary everyday~ evasince pri 1 to..err, lower 6! Watz happening to me now??? im dat malas~? I mean, evasince A levelz over, derz nothing to do~! keja pun nda~ yet msih nda terbuat diary? I donno eh~

Man, i really need to CHANGE~!!!!